Whoa boy

The crush is back, and hard. Every time I close my eyes I see him. He's been a recurring theme in my dreams and they have been sweet :) I have to keep telling myself to keep it together (keep it together!) but it's so hard. There are days when all I want to do is fantasize about him, but then I'll get nothing done and that's no good. He is so beautiful to me. Man... A friends recent facebook status said "love with your heart and not with your mind or eyes." I'm not sure what I'm doing here, lol. But dios mio, c'est ci bon!